Home Stretch

Had my last injection 2 weeks ago.  I feel like I am on the home stretch, but this is the worst I have felt the whole 3 months.  The hot flashes have slowed down a bit, still get the night sweats, and the mood swings....well, don't ask my husband.  I feel more depressed than moody.  I just have no energy for anything or any desire to do anything.  I am trying so hard to keep up with my workouts, walk the dogs, just stay busy, but all I really want to do is stay in my pajamas all day and sleep.  That is not good.  I thought about calling the doc, but I know all he is going to do is prescribed an anti-depressant (that is what he tried to do when I had the insomnia the first month) and I am just so tired of popping pills.  I know that this is just the devil trying to butt in, but a part of me is so fearful that this is not going to work, and we are going to be right back at square one.  I am so tired.  I am really frustrated, and tired.  I pray that this is not in vain, that I will look back and say, "this was so worth it."  But until then, I will keep pushing through these mood swings, bouts of depression and oh, did I mention the 12 lbs I have gained because I am eating everything in sight.  ahhh, yes, I will beat this, I will get through this and I will look back and see how worthwhile this all was.  God is so good and I know that I have good things coming....